Mar 11, 2005 02:20
Well Here I am @ 2 in the morning crying.
I had a promise of a plane ticket to go to Chicago and now nothing but lies and a broken heart. I'm such a fucking idiot. Once again he turned it out to be my fault...I just want to be ok...I sat in my bed with my exacto knifw held to my wrist and I stopped and told myself that wont solve anything ...