May 31, 2009 11:07
Hung out with John yesterday. It was tons of fun. We didn't do a damn thing but I loved every minute of it. I'm just so good at being lazy and it's so much fun to just be lazy with John
John told me earlier today that when he gets his truck fixed and starts looking for a place of his own he wants to find somewhere close to me. He's so sweet! That would be awesome if he lived closer. We'll just have to wait and see.
Last night Grandpa said "five years ago today Grandma died" (it was only 4 but whatever) I told him that was depressing. I told John about what he said and he was like "well maybe he just wanted to talk to you about it or something" Thats fine and everything but I just don't really like to talk about it. I love Grandma but I really don't want to talk to Grandpa about her. I just feel like he would start crying or something and I can't handle that. I don't like it when people cry and I especially don't like it when old people cry.
So I don't want to talk about it.