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i had an embarrassing night. got trashed. danced too sexily with my friends. some random dude took my undulating as an invitation to put his hands down my pants. in my blind drunk rage i poured my drink on his head. except it was the wrong dude. the dude who took the brunt of my anger was another dude in a similar shirt. and he was really nice and i was really apologetic but damn, i still feel stupid. after that i climbed on stage to say goodbye to my DJ friend and i made the record skip and she looked infuriated. i was hoping maybe it would pass for clumsy or cute, but nope. just dumb.
countless times in my life i have been sad or hurting or tired or bored or angry and someone has said to me "it is all going to be okay". today its rainy and my heart feels a little funny and i am going to choose to believe all those people that ever said that to me. its a big world. the sky is vast. i am small and we are all amazing. it will indeed, be ok. thank you and goodnight.
countless times in my life i have been sad or hurting or tired or bored or angry and someone has said to me "it is all going to be okay". today its rainy and my heart feels a little funny and i am going to choose to believe all those people that ever said that to me. its a big world. the sky is vast. i am small and we are all amazing. it will indeed, be ok. thank you and goodnight.