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im sleepy and sad and i don't really know why.
the weather is all encompassing, ive been riding my bike up and down all the streets i can find until i am all tuckered out, tanned and exhausted. i fall into [someone else's] bed way past my bed time and wonder how i fall asleep before i even manage to take off my clothes or my bra. i don't have time for too much contemplation, to wonder what the fuck im doing, where im living come fall, what im doing here and why the fuck im enjoying it so much.
next week i have dates and i am nervous. i feel like i don't have it in me to act fun right now, but then again, maybe i just need to get some sleep.
the weather is all encompassing, ive been riding my bike up and down all the streets i can find until i am all tuckered out, tanned and exhausted. i fall into [someone else's] bed way past my bed time and wonder how i fall asleep before i even manage to take off my clothes or my bra. i don't have time for too much contemplation, to wonder what the fuck im doing, where im living come fall, what im doing here and why the fuck im enjoying it so much.
next week i have dates and i am nervous. i feel like i don't have it in me to act fun right now, but then again, maybe i just need to get some sleep.