Aug 30, 2005 01:31
Well, it looks like another sleepness night. The insomnia was really bad the first few weeks of school, so I was hoping that it was just the stress of all the change. But here we go again..another night of worrying and surely another day tomorrow of fighting to stay awake and feeling like a zombie. I just can't stop thinking about things. I hate being in a situation that I can't fix pronto. It seems as though if there is something bothering me, I just can't let it pass or blow over.. I just want resolution/to fix it now. Unfortunetely, I can't figure out a good way to fix it. As much as I try to tell myself everything is going to be ok, everything is going to work out as it is supposed to..well I guess I just cannot convince myself of this fact.
I miss my friend.