its all about appearences

[lacunatheif]

i know one day these desires
will make the new look
so old
and so old they might be
but doesnt time get better with age
like wine but filled with regret and pain
no more headaches
no more lines
no more secret moments in the dark
sitting on a shelf
just waiting
always waiting
for you to need
so i guess its a good thing
that i cant sleep but when i manage to
i dont dream
i guess its a good thing
that when you dont dream
youre so much happier with me
and ive nothing to do but hold you
tight
is that right
i love your jacket
your coat, your pride
your smile used to mean so much more
my scars meant so much more my dear
and now i fear that is what you fear