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I was cleaning my myspace a little. Taking out pointless information and adding new thoughts. I also added new pictures. While doing this, however, I decided to go through my blog and take out posts that I thought shouldn't be there anymore.
Eventually I got tired of deleting posts and just read through them instead.
Things have changed so much since I started writing in there:
- My views of certain people.
- Emotions I used to have.
- How immature and naive I used to be.
- My thoughts on certain relationships and friendships.
- The information I didn't have versus what I have now.
In some ways it felt like a culture shock to me. I felt like I was reading posts by a stranger, not by me. Memories that would have hurt me now just make me go "Wow, I forgot about that."
Things have changed so much since I've been in High School. I definitely don't vent out like I used to. And I'm in a relationship with someone I never thought I would be with. There was one post that simply said "I accidentally fell in love with my best friend." But reading before that, I could tell that I had fallen for him a long time before that.
Posts before that were of trust that I held when I shouldn't have and decisions about where I should go to college.
So strange...
I've changed so much in two years. For the better. I have healthier people in my life and I'm so much happier.
There were wonderful memories in there that sparked an "aww" - Brian and my friendship before we gained the courage to speak up about our feelings, bubble wrap parties, and just thoughts.
Eventually I got tired of deleting posts and just read through them instead.
Things have changed so much since I started writing in there:
- My views of certain people.
- Emotions I used to have.
- How immature and naive I used to be.
- My thoughts on certain relationships and friendships.
- The information I didn't have versus what I have now.
In some ways it felt like a culture shock to me. I felt like I was reading posts by a stranger, not by me. Memories that would have hurt me now just make me go "Wow, I forgot about that."
Things have changed so much since I've been in High School. I definitely don't vent out like I used to. And I'm in a relationship with someone I never thought I would be with. There was one post that simply said "I accidentally fell in love with my best friend." But reading before that, I could tell that I had fallen for him a long time before that.
Posts before that were of trust that I held when I shouldn't have and decisions about where I should go to college.
So strange...
I've changed so much in two years. For the better. I have healthier people in my life and I'm so much happier.
There were wonderful memories in there that sparked an "aww" - Brian and my friendship before we gained the courage to speak up about our feelings, bubble wrap parties, and just thoughts.