nigga you can't mess with me.
yeah so here's the bottom line.
chris won't quit xanga but that means.
i can't quit lj. so guess what.
haha you have to deal with me on lj lmao !
lately there's been good and bad.
problems in a not so beautiful paradise.
i'm an emotional nightmare.
it's a beautiful trait if i may say so.
so yah a lot of work to do tonight.
so many thoughts and emotions through my mind.
i'm just another lost soul.
trying to survive in a world of deceit and lies.
my pain is not ashamed to repeat itself.
my mouth should be wiped off i only speak nonsense.
i'm so pathetic getting depressed over the littlest things.
i lose everything i love, i try to get them back.
but i feel like i'm forbidden to.
i'm afraid to sleep because of my dreams.
the stiches on my mouth are starting to show.
my thoughts won't stop agonizing me.
i'm to busy worring myself into axiety.
afraid i've been forgotten be society.
so lost in my own feelings, this variety.
my life spun like a web so complicated.
this life, these ways i'm so frustrated.
to suicide i swear im dedicated.
get out the box i'm trapped in.
there's not a way out without sin.
i want out, just for it to end.
some things honestly can't mend.
well yah must be off .
the sky is so beautiful right now .
so i might go chill with someone tonight .
also im making a new sn.
that someone won't hack into.
and that all the assholes won't know =D .
as for the people that think this post is about them.
haha get over yourselves . only person that could take
credit for this post is chris ... who i believe innn !!! ^^ .
synthetic hearts and feigned concerns . later .
chris won't quit xanga but that means.
i can't quit lj. so guess what.
haha you have to deal with me on lj lmao !
lately there's been good and bad.
problems in a not so beautiful paradise.
i'm an emotional nightmare.
it's a beautiful trait if i may say so.
so yah a lot of work to do tonight.
so many thoughts and emotions through my mind.
i'm just another lost soul.
trying to survive in a world of deceit and lies.
my pain is not ashamed to repeat itself.
my mouth should be wiped off i only speak nonsense.
i'm so pathetic getting depressed over the littlest things.
i lose everything i love, i try to get them back.
but i feel like i'm forbidden to.
i'm afraid to sleep because of my dreams.
the stiches on my mouth are starting to show.
my thoughts won't stop agonizing me.
i'm to busy worring myself into axiety.
afraid i've been forgotten be society.
so lost in my own feelings, this variety.
my life spun like a web so complicated.
this life, these ways i'm so frustrated.
to suicide i swear im dedicated.
get out the box i'm trapped in.
there's not a way out without sin.
i want out, just for it to end.
some things honestly can't mend.
well yah must be off .
the sky is so beautiful right now .
so i might go chill with someone tonight .
also im making a new sn.
that someone won't hack into.
and that all the assholes won't know =D .
as for the people that think this post is about them.
haha get over yourselves . only person that could take
credit for this post is chris ... who i believe innn !!! ^^ .
synthetic hearts and feigned concerns . later .