shit.

[lacuna_spiral]

nothing makes sense.

fuck. this isn't fair. i never did anything...

anyway... the first week of school is gone. it went by somewhat fast i guess. all my classes are okay. all average. nothing special. no class is any better or worse than the other. it's all the same.

and i'm not in the mood for this.

and then. that is there. why can't you just let it be how it is. it slices up my insides.

and then that.

and that.

oh. everything sucks right now.

do you ever drive at night with your sunglasses on. with your headlights turned off. you should try. i should too.

damnit.