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last night i had the most terrifying dream. i was caught in a conspiracy, attacked, and when it was finally all over, i fell in love. and when he had me alone, he revealed himself as the killer, trapped me, and i woke up before the worst.
the face was someone i knew, which made it even worse.
when i woke up i was in that half asleep, half awake state. unable to tell if it had really happened or not. unable to keep my eyes open, but terrified to go back to sleep. stuck like that for about an hour.
my mom called and woke me up.
jen is already on her way to the airport.
i just keep wishing i had slept through the whole day. woken up and it was already tomorrow. finding it hard to feel anything good today.
i'm supposed to pack up my stuff and go to my mom's house. i dread the idea of doing that much work. and i resent her for not just letting me stay in bed all day.
the face was someone i knew, which made it even worse.
when i woke up i was in that half asleep, half awake state. unable to tell if it had really happened or not. unable to keep my eyes open, but terrified to go back to sleep. stuck like that for about an hour.
my mom called and woke me up.
jen is already on her way to the airport.
i just keep wishing i had slept through the whole day. woken up and it was already tomorrow. finding it hard to feel anything good today.
i'm supposed to pack up my stuff and go to my mom's house. i dread the idea of doing that much work. and i resent her for not just letting me stay in bed all day.