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I hate not being able to do the things that I want to do. Hate being yelled at and having to speak like a small apologetic child.
It's an awful feeling, of being so emotionally upset that I've been relegated to... to this. Writing out my feelings. I don't like that at all.
It's all so stupid and it makes me sick with frustration.
*sigh* :( My attempts to not sound emo have failed.
...........LOL but you know, I hate how none of my icons are serious enough to convey mood. I looked at them all and just went "Damn you Momusu! You emo-killers!"
haha okay, so I'm already feeling better.
Crazy Japanese pop singers really do brighten my day. Knowing that somewhere, there's a troupe of quirky and less-than-perfect girls my own age who deal with the strangest and sometimes most awful shit on a daily basis (including freak-ass 30-year-old male fans), but despite all that they just keep going and manage to have fun and smile.
(Or in Miki's case, manage to grope some poor innocent soul with an evil cackle)
Bless them ♥