May 14, 2001 22:14
:exhales deeply::
today has been...so long.
and trying for that matter.
i just reminisced over my beloved friends death.
and for some reason, i am tempted to claim that i have reached a mild state of nirvana. or if not nirvana, then some state of peace within my own soul about loosing joseph. for some reason. it is no longer worth pining over.....
i have spoken with my troubles today.
one of which was so SO very long.
and i concluded that i should save it as a private entry.
for my own posterity.
perhaps as evidence that consorting amongst friends. and even enemies (oh perish the thought) does one a world of good.
however, i do recall running into a man today.
lol
this i do believe will have some. ramifications