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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Im at grandmas.. Arizona = hot weather.
Im glad to be back in an english speaking country. one with sanitary bathrooms.
ha
well, it wont last long. another two weeks. oh well. I look forward to lacrosse camp. so much. and since manda is working during the day anyway, it works out beautifully........
you people dont understand....... i am obsessed with lacrosse because it is the only physical sport ive evr been good at. i mean, im not just good by now, but really good, which is amazing for me, who used to be the last picked on the team for any sport. I know i talk about it too much, but dammnit, i deserve it, because i no longer am laughed at on a sports field. some fuckers are actually intimidated by me, which is great, and new.......
i mean to play for college, and i mean to kick ass next season. so, tallyhooooooooooooo.......
i am so good right now. i mean, besides the fact that im not home with amanda, i am "stoked" about the whole situation. this is the first time ive evr been in love (yes, i said it) and yay.
plus, she looks cute in a uniform.
ha.
funny thing, when i walked into wolf coffe the other day, it was really funny for me, because she looked like one of the servers (waitresses/ employees?) that i would usually flirt with, and it just hit me, that i used to go into places like thet, and pick out one of the waitresses to make smile, and flirt with, and though its not saying much, i would have picked her. i think i would anyway, even if the other girls hadn't been ugly.
it was just funny, because it was like hmmm..... instead of just flirting, this is the real deal, and that girl looks like one of the waitresses you used to flirt with in various restaurans/coffee shops. does that make sense?
if it doesnt, ill summ it up. instead of dreaming, i have the real thing.
well.......... im back for a bit, once i get home, but knowing me, i will neglect my friends for the more preferable passtime of hanging out with amanda.hmmmmmmmmmm i think i will get over it, and plus, none of my friends like me that much anyway.
and i liked the hat.
Im at grandmas.. Arizona = hot weather.
Im glad to be back in an english speaking country. one with sanitary bathrooms.
ha
well, it wont last long. another two weeks. oh well. I look forward to lacrosse camp. so much. and since manda is working during the day anyway, it works out beautifully........
you people dont understand....... i am obsessed with lacrosse because it is the only physical sport ive evr been good at. i mean, im not just good by now, but really good, which is amazing for me, who used to be the last picked on the team for any sport. I know i talk about it too much, but dammnit, i deserve it, because i no longer am laughed at on a sports field. some fuckers are actually intimidated by me, which is great, and new.......
i mean to play for college, and i mean to kick ass next season. so, tallyhooooooooooooo.......
i am so good right now. i mean, besides the fact that im not home with amanda, i am "stoked" about the whole situation. this is the first time ive evr been in love (yes, i said it) and yay.
plus, she looks cute in a uniform.
ha.
funny thing, when i walked into wolf coffe the other day, it was really funny for me, because she looked like one of the servers (waitresses/ employees?) that i would usually flirt with, and it just hit me, that i used to go into places like thet, and pick out one of the waitresses to make smile, and flirt with, and though its not saying much, i would have picked her. i think i would anyway, even if the other girls hadn't been ugly.
it was just funny, because it was like hmmm..... instead of just flirting, this is the real deal, and that girl looks like one of the waitresses you used to flirt with in various restaurans/coffee shops. does that make sense?
if it doesnt, ill summ it up. instead of dreaming, i have the real thing.
well.......... im back for a bit, once i get home, but knowing me, i will neglect my friends for the more preferable passtime of hanging out with amanda.hmmmmmmmmmm i think i will get over it, and plus, none of my friends like me that much anyway.
and i liked the hat.