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this weekend was soso good. [even without meredith] and without quinns show i still managed to visit with long lost hanifa and dani. let me tell you those girls are..different. it's always chaos.
but nevermind about that...i feel that lately i keep silencing myself.i tend to re-think almost everything before i say it at least once, stopping myself-most of the time, from saying anything at all. Half the thingsi want to say, i stifle. I stare at the ground and let the words play out in my head, as if it weren't my place. adn i feel like im going to reach the point where i feel like i shouldn't say anything at all, This is compltely unlike me.