I'm so screwed for tomorrow
I played two lacrosse games today and I am so fucking out of shape. I stopped working out for 1 day and it turned into a couple of days. Tomorrow, I have lacrosse practice at Milton from 12-2pm. I hope I don't suck or I will die. I've decided that I should workout at least a little everyday cause
- I stay in shape for lacrosse
- Hopefully I'll look good for school and I'll fit into pretty clothes that crazy people make wicked small. (I'm not that obsessed)
- It looks hot to have some abs, but not having abs is alright as well.
I wrote an entry a few days ago about this feeling I've had all last week but on Friday, I;ve kind of lost it. It was this feeling about this guy and I couldn't stop thinking about him and that's a first this summer. I mean, I think about Eli and Matt cause they are gone in Australia and Europe the whole summer, but just the feeling of a flirty summer crush was new. Anyways, the feeling has been dying out. I saw him like 3 or 4 times last week. Weird. I bumped into him at the store after seeing him randomly at the lacrosse shootout, and at camp as well.
Well, I'm tired. and if my cousin can't give me a ride to practice tomorrow, I will be pisssed offf!