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There are times when we must realize how animalistic and cruel we can be. This is one of those times for me. I have to look at my entire being and realize the things I must change in order to prevent this from happening again. It will take patience. It will cause frustration. However, in the end it has to be done.
To love, to nurture, to trust, to grow, to be free. Initially, that is all I have ever tried to do. I let myself sink to new lows and did a few things that I'm not proud of. I did something so hypocritical, not even following the one thing I have asked of everyone I have ever known.
I have to suffer the consequences for such things. I have to stand and face the storm, alone. Which, I don't have a problem with, considering I understand and accept the fact.
It's not so bad as it all sounds. It's just one of those retrospective periods. You know, being human.
To love, to nurture, to trust, to grow, to be free. Initially, that is all I have ever tried to do. I let myself sink to new lows and did a few things that I'm not proud of. I did something so hypocritical, not even following the one thing I have asked of everyone I have ever known.
I have to suffer the consequences for such things. I have to stand and face the storm, alone. Which, I don't have a problem with, considering I understand and accept the fact.
It's not so bad as it all sounds. It's just one of those retrospective periods. You know, being human.