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so this guy... his name is Chuck... he's like 50... me and my friend at work Jessica worked this superbowl party if you did not yet know... and he was there... we decided he was friggin nice as hell and our favorite... well... now he comes in every week... and is starting to creep us out... well her more so than me... since I told him I was 18 and taken... he has clung to Jessica... this I am thankful for... and today was the downfall of it all... he comes in eevery thurs. fri. and sat... the only days me and Jessica work... and today I went up to talk to him cuz me and Jessica were ignoring him all night cuz we're getting freaked out... this is like week 3... he gave us both his numbers and she pretended to lose hers... but I really did... not that I would have used it anyway... but today he asked why Jessica wasn't talking to him and all this stuff... and I was like I have no idea I think she's in a bad mood... lie #1... and he was all... I hope it's not cuz of me... cuz I didn't do anything... I said I really don't think it is... don't worry about it... #2... he then proceded to tell me how all his ex wives were happily remarried and how he had told people he was falling for this younger beautiful girl Jessica... he asked if he blew it and came off too strong... I said I really didn't think so and not to blame himself #3... he asked if she was upset about a boy... not that I know of... #4 he said he just wanted to get to know her... that he thought she was perfect and would have put her in his will if he could get to know her better... that he didn't want to be anything serious... just friends... he said he would take a bullet for her and help her out in any situation at all if she were to get into trouble... he asked if she asked for his number since she lost it... I said yeah but we forgot to exchange later... #5... it was probably one of the saddest conversations ever... yeah he's old so you think it's creepy... but he is seriously a ridiculously nice person... he's just so damn lonely... I feel so bad for him... and I feel bad for Jessica... cuz now she's creeped out... how can you be normal around someone who's like in love with you... granted he has told me things like that too... like if anyone was bothering me... if I had any problems... to let him know... cuz he'd be there for me... he told me I am a genuinely good person and if I wasn't dating someone he'd want to hang out with me... he said he thought he made a mistake liking Jessica... and that he should have focused on me or w/e... he said the only reason he comes there is to see me and Jessica... and now just me... and it makes me really sad... cuz he sits there by himself just waiting for us to have a free minute to say hi... it's sad... cuz he's lonely and just wants friend... say mean things about him and I'll hate you... cuz you don't know him... so don't judge... he's a cute lonely man and I wish he could find a cute lonely woman... :-/...

everything's boring... I am not looking forward to classes starting again... I have my second homework assignment ever due tues... and it's hard for me to finish... ha... jesus I am such an overachiever... it's fairly ridiculous...

ummm I really don't have anything to talk about sooooooo yesbye