For my little petunia flower...shit... I'm her little petunia flower... um... FOR GWENDOMALYN!
so this weekend I visited Hobart & WS to see my lovely little Gwen and Rayza... it was fun... there was cake baking... poster making... forced painting and eating... haha it was a good time... she made me a slut shirt and it was pretty... well it still is too... so aaaaanyway... we went to KA with Allie and I think that girl is friggin sweet... we went and danced and it was funny and kinda lame but more funny than lame... Rayza told me how people get raped there a lot or something... then later I walked off outside by myself... good people at Hobart found me and saved me though so don't fret... Gwen was so ridiculously drunk... I think few things could reach the point of hilariousness (yes that's a word)... that she did that night... haha too bad she was too drunk to remember and I just have a craptacular memory... I still think Rayza got her boob grabbed... but w/e... they can deny it all they want... all in all it was a funny weekend and I'm glad I saw my hoes cuz I missed them too bad I have zero pictures of the event... I wish I could visit them more often... but if I do I'm afraid my parents will get suspicious.. and this makes me riciculously sad... moving on to things Gwen will actually want to read... maybe?
Joshua does not pick up his phone... and it makes me fucking angry... I'm just kidding... i just makes me want to cry... I'm just kidding again... sort of...
my dad is taking me seriously about college now?... he's such a huge jackass I don't even wanna talk about it... so now I have to figure out what the fuck I wanna do and where I wanna go... I have to find out prices... and what I wanna major in... and if I wanna go far or stay near... and it sucks since I like already should have my friggin applications in... GOOD TIMING DAD I HATE YOU...
I am soooo friggin glad I have a break from school this coming week... last night I stayed up til about 6:00 AM painting a project that I neglected to do that was due at 9:00 AM the next morning... it ended up looking really ugly and I don't think I completely understood the task at hand.... so I slept for an hour and woke up and worked til 8:00 AM when I completely finished... then I get a phone call..... I pick up and guess who..... my teacher was calling me and told me she was sick and was canceling class and trying to call to tell everybody... WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!!!!!... so I go the fuck back to sleep for like 3 more hours... THANK GOD I got some sleep...
then I went in for my lame ass art history class... I cannot stand that class... I can honestly say that it is impossible to learn anything in that class.... SHE IS SO DUMB it's painful... this is how the class goes........ "So... this is a painting thaeeijdureujw di annnskh i was very important".... student: "um what was the painter's name?...".... teacher:"durer but you don't need to know that".... student: " what was the title of the piece?"..... teacher: "I'm not going to be testing you on that... it's not necessary to know...".... then the teacher continues with random incomplete sentences and randomly busts out with "D....U....R...E...R".... which is what she does to spell out a name of something we need to know...... how does that make sense?... everyone just asked who the artist one and if it were important... she said no and then two minutes later spelled it out for us all to get... she then was talking about one piece that was basically all sexual and spent about a half hour describing all the puns and shit... like this one part of this triptych?... no idea hwo to spell it... uh... piece of art... was depicting hell so the artist painted the nude people with flutes up their asses and berries for heads... a berry head is apparently a drug addict... and berries are a symbol of sex... and she said that sex is a like a strawberry... it doesn't take long to finish and the taste doesn't last... and she's basically insane... and I basically hope she dies... I wouldn't have read this paragraph if I was well... anybody... sorry to those who did...
I am going to kill Ben if he calls me tomorrow morning saying he needs a ride... I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW BEFOREHAND... he is so lucky I love him
so I am going to be starting this psych class after breakd and I'm not too stoked about it... I'm going to be at school FOR SOOOOOOO LONG ON tues. and Thurs from now on I'm probably gunna cry... good lord I hate MCC... tomorrow I have a my figure drawing class.. that is a class I like... sometimes the people creep me out though... and I don't mean the naked ones... we'll see...
John's basically the best boyfriend in the entire world... I missed him so much over the weekend... haha two days and no John?... that is enough to make me go insane... apparently haha... he went to Canada and had some amazing stories to tell me... I wish I could've gone to Canada... well I wish I was invited... it sounds like everyone fucking bonded so much and had so much fun... and it makes me ridiculously sad cuz none of those people like ever talk to me anymore and when they do I'm not so sure it's voluntary... or if it's just cuz I force them to... they're like the coolest people I've ever known and the best friends I've ever had and I'm sad that I've basically lost all that... I'm jealous that John got to go... I won't lie... I'm glad he got to go though... and I'm still really friggin glad I got to go visit Gwen and Rayza... I just wish I could have done both... this is getting all emo like and I don't like the direction it's going toward sooo...
today is valentine's day... my second one with John :-)... except this time I actually get to spend it with him :-)... cuz last year he was a secret... too bad since I wasn't home all weekend I was a sucky girlfriend and didn't get his gifts... then on sunday when I was going to get them... he was already here and I didn't wanna waste time I could spend with him shopping since I didn't see him for days and I'm needy like that... lol I am so dumb... o well... he picked me... it's his fault... actually Andrea is basically the reason we're dating... so it's her fault... I've just decided... John is also turning old this week haha... I'm surprised and impressed that after all of that jumping on/bouncing off of pavillion roofs... falling off of skateboards... and all the other shit he does for "fun" that he has made it to 20...
I just ate the most disgusting fruit salad ever created... bannanas are SO WRONG!...
I think my battery for my phone is retarded... sweet... by the way anyone who reads this... 217-7525... USE IT...
I wish I wrote anythingeven remotely interesting in here... I'll try again tomorrow for Gwendolyn's sake :-)
Joshua does not pick up his phone... and it makes me fucking angry... I'm just kidding... i just makes me want to cry... I'm just kidding again... sort of...
my dad is taking me seriously about college now?... he's such a huge jackass I don't even wanna talk about it... so now I have to figure out what the fuck I wanna do and where I wanna go... I have to find out prices... and what I wanna major in... and if I wanna go far or stay near... and it sucks since I like already should have my friggin applications in... GOOD TIMING DAD I HATE YOU...
I am soooo friggin glad I have a break from school this coming week... last night I stayed up til about 6:00 AM painting a project that I neglected to do that was due at 9:00 AM the next morning... it ended up looking really ugly and I don't think I completely understood the task at hand.... so I slept for an hour and woke up and worked til 8:00 AM when I completely finished... then I get a phone call..... I pick up and guess who..... my teacher was calling me and told me she was sick and was canceling class and trying to call to tell everybody... WHAT THE FUCKING HELL!!!!!... so I go the fuck back to sleep for like 3 more hours... THANK GOD I got some sleep...
then I went in for my lame ass art history class... I cannot stand that class... I can honestly say that it is impossible to learn anything in that class.... SHE IS SO DUMB it's painful... this is how the class goes........ "So... this is a painting thaeeijdureujw di annnskh i was very important".... student: "um what was the painter's name?...".... teacher:"durer but you don't need to know that".... student: " what was the title of the piece?"..... teacher: "I'm not going to be testing you on that... it's not necessary to know...".... then the teacher continues with random incomplete sentences and randomly busts out with "D....U....R...E...R".... which is what she does to spell out a name of something we need to know...... how does that make sense?... everyone just asked who the artist one and if it were important... she said no and then two minutes later spelled it out for us all to get... she then was talking about one piece that was basically all sexual and spent about a half hour describing all the puns and shit... like this one part of this triptych?... no idea hwo to spell it... uh... piece of art... was depicting hell so the artist painted the nude people with flutes up their asses and berries for heads... a berry head is apparently a drug addict... and berries are a symbol of sex... and she said that sex is a like a strawberry... it doesn't take long to finish and the taste doesn't last... and she's basically insane... and I basically hope she dies... I wouldn't have read this paragraph if I was well... anybody... sorry to those who did...
I am going to kill Ben if he calls me tomorrow morning saying he needs a ride... I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW BEFOREHAND... he is so lucky I love him
so I am going to be starting this psych class after breakd and I'm not too stoked about it... I'm going to be at school FOR SOOOOOOO LONG ON tues. and Thurs from now on I'm probably gunna cry... good lord I hate MCC... tomorrow I have a my figure drawing class.. that is a class I like... sometimes the people creep me out though... and I don't mean the naked ones... we'll see...
John's basically the best boyfriend in the entire world... I missed him so much over the weekend... haha two days and no John?... that is enough to make me go insane... apparently haha... he went to Canada and had some amazing stories to tell me... I wish I could've gone to Canada... well I wish I was invited... it sounds like everyone fucking bonded so much and had so much fun... and it makes me ridiculously sad cuz none of those people like ever talk to me anymore and when they do I'm not so sure it's voluntary... or if it's just cuz I force them to... they're like the coolest people I've ever known and the best friends I've ever had and I'm sad that I've basically lost all that... I'm jealous that John got to go... I won't lie... I'm glad he got to go though... and I'm still really friggin glad I got to go visit Gwen and Rayza... I just wish I could have done both... this is getting all emo like and I don't like the direction it's going toward sooo...
today is valentine's day... my second one with John :-)... except this time I actually get to spend it with him :-)... cuz last year he was a secret... too bad since I wasn't home all weekend I was a sucky girlfriend and didn't get his gifts... then on sunday when I was going to get them... he was already here and I didn't wanna waste time I could spend with him shopping since I didn't see him for days and I'm needy like that... lol I am so dumb... o well... he picked me... it's his fault... actually Andrea is basically the reason we're dating... so it's her fault... I've just decided... John is also turning old this week haha... I'm surprised and impressed that after all of that jumping on/bouncing off of pavillion roofs... falling off of skateboards... and all the other shit he does for "fun" that he has made it to 20...
I just ate the most disgusting fruit salad ever created... bannanas are SO WRONG!...
I think my battery for my phone is retarded... sweet... by the way anyone who reads this... 217-7525... USE IT...
I wish I wrote anythingeven remotely interesting in here... I'll try again tomorrow for Gwendolyn's sake :-)