May 28, 2005 20:50
Im with the love of my life! Amelia Margaret Lake. ooh god yes.
Am i that transparent? Why cant you just see the obvious? Id stop the world and melt with you. Id give up anything for you. Can you not see that? Or do you just not want to. But ill be here forever, as bad as that sounds. Ill wait FOREVER, just to be in your arms..
^ sorry about the mushy stuff.
The only person i ever feel loved by is amelia.
I know half you people dont know what is wrong with me, But we had some "family quality time" and i fuckin hated it. As much as i want things to get better, i dont. The pain he caused is just to deep. And im not ready to forgive that. What he did to my mom just fucked it all up. I hope hes fucking happy because im not! Everytime he talks to me i wanna kick him in the face. theres days when i evern wish hed die. but thats not a good thought, well mayb. But my mom said "nothing is ever that bad, its not worth it". much she knows..
::sign::