Sep 03, 2010 18:29
I feel so different. The next chapter of my life is creeping up on me and I am very happy to have Farah in the same typa boat. Farah Rocks. I have this incredibly long list of things to do which really isn't that long yet but that's just because I'm ignoring half of my duties. I am not so sad about not being in France anymore which is a big relief because I did not want that heart ache stealing my happiness and energy when I'm getting ready for this NEW CHAPTER. Mais, parler en Francais me manque trop beacoup. Et maintenant, ma vie est tresse parce-que il y a de incertitude et doute. I was stressing out very badly about which American colleges I would apply to, but then Farah and I discussed Northern and she got me more excited about it. Of course this is only if my dream college plan in Amsterdam/Strasbourg falls through. Damn, I really hope it doesn't. Also, i just got this new haircut/dye that I have posted absolutely no pictures on the internet of because I am unsure how I feel about it. But today I decided it makes me look more innocent which I suppose is good for me in this point of my life with how many terrible innocence-ruining situations I've been in over these last few months. Also I love Farah because we are secretly very romantic and it's nice to have a friend to discuss that bundle of complicated mess about with. Anyway here's my to do list:
Before school starts:
-Military Jacket
-Email Castron
-School supplies
-deal with ___ [something illegible probably because it was written frantically at 2am]
-which now means I have a new "to do" of figuring out what that word was
-mail the [French] family
-clean rooms
-applying for US schools
-getting a better idea of European options
As you can:
-meditation classes
-yoga classes
-PICK UP A DAMN BOOK
-garage sale
-make robe
The only thing left to rant about (now that my adderall has hit its peak) is the fact that a very handsome boy has asked me to go on a nature adventure with him sometime tonight which should be very exciting, but in my adderall paranoia state just sounds too nerve wracking and I definitely am not calm enough for it. ahgalkjlshjalkh.
Until very soon or maybe 6 months from now!