Apr 16, 2007 22:31
Work:
I am quitting Marble Slab. I am overworked and under paid. I am tired of their rules and consequences and checklists and bullshit [pardon my language]. They gave me one of three strikes because my car's brakes were messed up and had no way to work from sc. They wrote me up for it too. I am done with working my butt off and working six days a week to just wake up and do it again. I am so stressed out. So I applied at Midtwon Sundries to be a waitress. I want to get this job really bad.
Love:
I have never let my heart feel love. I have finally found the boy that I am not afraid to open up to. I am not afraid to let him see my flaws. I am not afraid to let him know me completely. I am not afraid to let him in. I know he loves me, and I know I love him. I was laying down in his lap and looking up at him while on the way to Creations and he was listening to an ipod. I looked at him and thought about hos perfect and how beautiful he is to me. I am so excited to start my life with him by my side. I love his laugh. I love his elbows. I love his lips. I love his nose. I love his happy feet [his feet are one of their own, they turn in and out and side to side]. I love his butt. I like holding his hands. I like him when he is sleeping, eating, delirious, cuddling, chillin, singing/screaming, and more.
This just in: Chris is leaving me on Thursday until May 24th and I am going to die. He is touring with CDC and I am going to miss him more than life.