My Head stopped spinning.
Another day to relax. Wednesdays are usually my relaxing day. I was so proud of the dogs, they didn't wake me up untill 12:30. Those animals are becoming Vampires like Rachel and I. Ever since Rocco was a puppy we kept him up all night with us, which serves us great now that we sleep at sunrise.
After a lot of unpleasent rucus at work things have finally started to calm down before the storm of Christmas. I ask myself, am I prepared to work in retail during the christmas season? Our newest Manager is the root of all evil. I don't like her she disgusts me, and the whole possy of highly annoying speed freaks. We had a company meeting at 7 am last Saturday, and this curly haired weirdo is laughing. A High pitched, genuinly fake chittering laugh, at 7 fucking AM. I wanted to poke her eyes out and feed her to the hamsters.
Besides that I get to pick up most of my 40 hours in grooming for the holidays. Thats great because I get to bullshit with Katie and Krysten all night, which is a amusing and helpful bunch between us. As much as I love didly fucking around at Petsmart, even working full time isnt pulling in as much money as I would like it to, and Im going to go check out this pub and grill on the corner from my building. Mark says its a nice place, lots of sports gatherings and such. Sounds like a good time serving to me and I hope to get in good with the manager. My plan is while I duke out the season of christmas at petsmart, since holiday tips in dog grooming are a good plus. Especially since I have gotten some regular costomers. That should tie me over on cash while im looking for a better job.
Susan, Brian, and I are going to check out the village atmosphere, go check it out during football hype or something. I hear the food there is really good, and it will probably be a good way to get to know some people in the area.
The home front is looking a lot brighter then it has been. The other night somehow we accidently threw a party. And as it goes everyone promptly grouped and went there seperate ways in the midst of the AM, and I think I ended up in schaumburg. That was a good time, and probably the largest gathering weve hosted thus far. The night before was halarious. It was just Brian, Susan and Mark then woosh a whole bunch of people, and in a few hours more beer was braught into my house and drank then I could have ever comprehended. I took a nap, then I went to work all day and came home and the apartment showed no trace of anything having happened the night before.
Its been real good times lately. Nice change from the gloominess that hung around when we first got here. Even in our poverty we have everything that we need, and recreational party favors in abundance. My Head finally stopped spinning!
I took a look around me and realized I have no idea how I so quickly obtained my very own life. Looking around my little place I gots myself something going. I got bright eyes for some school going down in the ciiiity. Which city im not quite sure, but Im pooling my funds for wherever to fuck I go.
I found me a lover. I Found myself my very own lovey! I got myself a man that treats me like a lady, I got a man who takes care of business. I like him, he is mine for now, untill I go away from here. I forgot for a while what its like to be respected by someone Haw haw haw. His Name is Mark and his arms are thicker then my legs. He's got big misfits sholders, and is short and buff like Danzig. We just started seeing eachother a little while ago. We got along really good. Picese are good for Leo's, and were both Tigers. He is a bartender at the Siville, and his night time guitar playing makes me lull off to sleep.
The other day I received the Bennett Family holiday newsletter or some shit. It informed me that brother Joel is moving to California on Thanksgiving day, so dinner is on wednesday. WIthin a week he got a better job offer, interviewed and is moving straight to west coast non stop trip. I realized This early thanksgiving Josh isn't going to be there since he moved to South Carolina, then for christmas when he comes home Joel will be gone. Holly is comming over for dinner soon to see the new place and I intend on inviting my Mom also. All this timing is tricky.
Being here, in my own place just kicking back doing what I do is nice. It's a lot of work for some security, and stability. It's good to exist on your own sometimes, and Now having my own place I can finaly just relax and have my own. No bullshit if I dont want it. The petty worries i have carried with myself finally have due insignificance. I guess I got my head knocked back onto my sholders the hard way, but I sit pretty off my throne and on the dirt road. A good dose of reality made me a little tougher. I think that thats a step above quite a few people my age.
My parents claim they never really "kicked me out", You know, I had the choice all along that I could have stayed there. That was no good, because We have completely different lifestyles. I woulda stayed for school money, but they didnt have any for me. So best go get my own lifestyle. I did, and it's worth all the shit I have to put up with now.
So I got a Grey Berretta hehe.
We have the cutest problem. Rocco is a nutty cute little dog. I need to get some pictures up here. For now, I gotta go clean this place up, and fix the couch covors.
After a lot of unpleasent rucus at work things have finally started to calm down before the storm of Christmas. I ask myself, am I prepared to work in retail during the christmas season? Our newest Manager is the root of all evil. I don't like her she disgusts me, and the whole possy of highly annoying speed freaks. We had a company meeting at 7 am last Saturday, and this curly haired weirdo is laughing. A High pitched, genuinly fake chittering laugh, at 7 fucking AM. I wanted to poke her eyes out and feed her to the hamsters.
Besides that I get to pick up most of my 40 hours in grooming for the holidays. Thats great because I get to bullshit with Katie and Krysten all night, which is a amusing and helpful bunch between us. As much as I love didly fucking around at Petsmart, even working full time isnt pulling in as much money as I would like it to, and Im going to go check out this pub and grill on the corner from my building. Mark says its a nice place, lots of sports gatherings and such. Sounds like a good time serving to me and I hope to get in good with the manager. My plan is while I duke out the season of christmas at petsmart, since holiday tips in dog grooming are a good plus. Especially since I have gotten some regular costomers. That should tie me over on cash while im looking for a better job.
Susan, Brian, and I are going to check out the village atmosphere, go check it out during football hype or something. I hear the food there is really good, and it will probably be a good way to get to know some people in the area.
The home front is looking a lot brighter then it has been. The other night somehow we accidently threw a party. And as it goes everyone promptly grouped and went there seperate ways in the midst of the AM, and I think I ended up in schaumburg. That was a good time, and probably the largest gathering weve hosted thus far. The night before was halarious. It was just Brian, Susan and Mark then woosh a whole bunch of people, and in a few hours more beer was braught into my house and drank then I could have ever comprehended. I took a nap, then I went to work all day and came home and the apartment showed no trace of anything having happened the night before.
Its been real good times lately. Nice change from the gloominess that hung around when we first got here. Even in our poverty we have everything that we need, and recreational party favors in abundance. My Head finally stopped spinning!
I took a look around me and realized I have no idea how I so quickly obtained my very own life. Looking around my little place I gots myself something going. I got bright eyes for some school going down in the ciiiity. Which city im not quite sure, but Im pooling my funds for wherever to fuck I go.
I found me a lover. I Found myself my very own lovey! I got myself a man that treats me like a lady, I got a man who takes care of business. I like him, he is mine for now, untill I go away from here. I forgot for a while what its like to be respected by someone Haw haw haw. His Name is Mark and his arms are thicker then my legs. He's got big misfits sholders, and is short and buff like Danzig. We just started seeing eachother a little while ago. We got along really good. Picese are good for Leo's, and were both Tigers. He is a bartender at the Siville, and his night time guitar playing makes me lull off to sleep.
The other day I received the Bennett Family holiday newsletter or some shit. It informed me that brother Joel is moving to California on Thanksgiving day, so dinner is on wednesday. WIthin a week he got a better job offer, interviewed and is moving straight to west coast non stop trip. I realized This early thanksgiving Josh isn't going to be there since he moved to South Carolina, then for christmas when he comes home Joel will be gone. Holly is comming over for dinner soon to see the new place and I intend on inviting my Mom also. All this timing is tricky.
Being here, in my own place just kicking back doing what I do is nice. It's a lot of work for some security, and stability. It's good to exist on your own sometimes, and Now having my own place I can finaly just relax and have my own. No bullshit if I dont want it. The petty worries i have carried with myself finally have due insignificance. I guess I got my head knocked back onto my sholders the hard way, but I sit pretty off my throne and on the dirt road. A good dose of reality made me a little tougher. I think that thats a step above quite a few people my age.
My parents claim they never really "kicked me out", You know, I had the choice all along that I could have stayed there. That was no good, because We have completely different lifestyles. I woulda stayed for school money, but they didnt have any for me. So best go get my own lifestyle. I did, and it's worth all the shit I have to put up with now.
So I got a Grey Berretta hehe.
We have the cutest problem. Rocco is a nutty cute little dog. I need to get some pictures up here. For now, I gotta go clean this place up, and fix the couch covors.