Hum drum of the dryer under my ass.
I was going to write a entry that just said Hmmm, but I didn't. I tried to feel better last night, and I forgot for just a minute what it was I was trying to feel better from. I went out to the night life last night. I hung out with Arzie again. I can't remember why I stopped hanging out with that boy in the first place. He made me laugh so much last night, he is nutty dude. Although I can say this: The Bass in his car makes me have post orgasmic shivers. So past last night into to-day. I woke up at 9 to my Mom telling me my boss called and wanted me in by 10. I rolled out of bed, and rolled into work. I worked hard, and took a couple breaks of sitting on the running dryer, and feeling stupid. I just realized why I feel so shitty about Mike having a girlfriend. It's not that he is with another girl, it's that now I know how I made him feel every time I ran off to another guy. Oddly that realization made me feel a lot better. At least I got what was coming to me. Hell, it builds character. I really want my Kerri back... I miss her monstrously. Like, big hairy all claws kinda monster. A bunch of other crazy stuff happened last night, but I feel stupid enough as it is, and I don't think I'm going to write it down, because I'd rather forget. See, there is really nothing else to learn then: "Don't be a stupid pothead." SO yeah... lesson learned.