Jan 23, 2006 02:19
and today was a day just like any other.
except that kobe bryant is freakin crazy. 81?!?!?!?!
stress is everywhere, all the time. i usually dont notice it. play it off. i think there is a negative correlation (!) between the amount of stress i feel (a numerical value, of course) and the amount (in numerical hours) of basketball i play. or maybe its just coincidental that i cant play basketball b/c of my shin for a couple days, during the same time that everything is piling up. maybe thats it.
i sometimes think it would be just easier to live in that good old box than to search for apartments. although it is fun, the fact that it is a big life choice (kinda) that will determine how far you live, how much you pay, who you live with (although that is about all i know), and who will live all around you. (like chris leak)is scary. off campus seems to be the choice now. even if i am totally in love with living on campus, i will still be close and can hang out here whenever i want. i hope.
oh and the major thing, i dont even want to think about it. even though its a bit important. i think i want to change again. it will probably lead to summer school and/or staying in school an extra semester because of how far behind i am. but being happy and sure that i wont be spending the rest of my life flipping burgers and sharing a box with a homeless man is worth that. and as they say, graduating college in 4 years is like leaving a party at 10 pm. ha. i like that.
but all in all, i am still in love with this place. a lot. i love the people, the campus, the football team, the basketball team (although we lost on saturday, it was inevitable at some point) and will try to remember all these things, and the people that are amazing, all the time.
today was fat fest '06. me and jo ate pizza rolls, bagel bites, cheese bites, and mini corn dogs at 1am. we cooked them all at the same time even though they were all supposed to be at different temperatures for different times. and you know what?? THEY WERE GOOD!!!!!!
must work on application so i can go to paris for a couple weeks in summer. that would rule.
why am i still up when i have to wake up in 6 hours? and im not doing work either. ugh. same as always.
oh, itd be cool if you'd leave me some comment love.