i have the sun, its a star, why should i refuse it

Oct 18, 2005 23:43

long time no entry. i've been quite busy, procrastinating and being productive, in a lovely mix of the two. i've been trying to lean towards the productiveness. this week im being pretty good if i may say so myself.

changed my major today, officially declared to psychology. im magically on track even though i never planned on this. amazing. i wish i could just go to school as a job. the real world is scary.

this weekend was fun. starting on friday, me and carly decided that from then on we would have no more bad days. good thing we decided that, because that evening might have been considered bad otherwise. i hurt the ankle again. no one's fault but mine this time, i just jumped and came down wrong. boo. i think its just pretty much the same thing as last time, but im going to the infirmary tomorrow just to make sure i didnt pull a gage. (we are starting an injured person's support group, if anyone would like to join) so as i sat in the gym and cried a little bit (and got made fun of) i realized that possible plans for the evening (ice cream, midnight madness, party?) were much less possible if i couldnt walk around. i made someone call carly (so as to not have to talk through tears, which i hate) and tell her. we decided that we'd still eat ice cream (omg chubby hubby i love you!!!!) so her and ryan and gage came to visit. i feel bad for making them stay in, but we played games and ate ice cream and watched beaty leak all over w/ yellow water. yum. and matt came too. hooray. they stayed late of course, and we had fun as usual. thatd freakin rule if we all live near each other next year.

saturday was a trip to publix (i love publix) and then we watched the game. this we will not discuss. ugh. but then we went to MOE'S!! and i got the burrito i'd been craving for 2 weeks. GOOD.

sunday- sitting around and studying. oh funness.

midterm yesterday, exam today, then i swam! and took a nap (wow i missed those) made calls i've been meaning to make, was productive. trying to read now too.

last week was yom kippur. i had to fast. i realized a few things.
- i eat too much.
- i complain too much.
- i sleep too little.
- i study too little.
things things shall change. they better.

im missing basketball... a lot. hopefully soon i will be back. seriously.

but the weather, its so amazing. it makes me happy every day. but apparently there's a hurricane going towards home... wilma. crazy, there's so freakin many.

on to political fundamentalism. woot.

We are here and it is now. Further than that all human knowledge is moonshine.
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