Jun 29, 2009 18:36
I feel like crap. It's been 5 months and it hurts more than that day. I have lost it all, and I have nothing to hold on to. I can't even began to explain how it happened but it did. I lost my heart, my soul, my life.
Begging won't do anything, I have done that. Hell, I think if you look up the word in the dictionary, they have a current picture of me in it. I don't even know what I am owning up to anymore, but I am doing it. I miss and love them so much. Please pray for me.