i am addicted.....
To my baby. To both of them actually. I could not have anyone more AMAZING then them both in my life. Against all odds and everything, and everyone... we are together and strong. I have finally COMPLETELY understood every song, thought about love and family. I have realized I am crazy, and can drive people crazy...but it's ok. It's ok because everyone flakes at some point and the people that love you (truly and unconditionally) will be there to pull you through. I can only hope and pray I don't wake up any time soon. It's late and I am going to go warm up and TRY to sleep.
I love you baby.