Well that was fail.
God, I thought that vomitting up my thoughts into one of these entries would make me feel a bit better. What a load of fail that was. I feel just as bad as I did before. My head is buzzing with just as many angsty 'what if' and 'I hate him' thoughts as before. If anything my previous entry has exascerbated the condition. Obviously creative expression is not for me.
Then again, maybe I should go and write some angsty poetry. If only we had an oven, then I could write some poems and pull a Sylvia Plath...
No, only employing some terrible black humour. It isn't even funny really. And he was [i]not[/i] so important that I would seriously consider that.
Do you know that every relationship I have had ended up with me being the dumpee?
Isn't that terrible? It's just another sign of how romantically pathetic and inept I am.
Ugh, more angst. Sorry people. I'm in a very angsty place right now. And seeing as this blatantly doesn't work in getting over my current issues, I might just stop.
Then again, maybe I should go and write some angsty poetry. If only we had an oven, then I could write some poems and pull a Sylvia Plath...
No, only employing some terrible black humour. It isn't even funny really. And he was [i]not[/i] so important that I would seriously consider that.
Do you know that every relationship I have had ended up with me being the dumpee?
Isn't that terrible? It's just another sign of how romantically pathetic and inept I am.
Ugh, more angst. Sorry people. I'm in a very angsty place right now. And seeing as this blatantly doesn't work in getting over my current issues, I might just stop.