Where to start?...

May 15, 2005 22:16

Ok... I actually managed to get my internet to work... but thats about all I got going for me right now... Now... for everyone who really must know... heres a list... i'll keep short to waste minimum time... If you truly need to know more just ask me

Here it goes...

- Things with my mom are seeming to clear up... but it still doesn't feel right.. and she still doesn't trust me... It's fucking retarded...
- Got in a huge fight with liz last night.. which just adds to how much she pisses me off... and the whole situation's just completly fucked up... i dont know what words to believe that come from her..
- I've felt really odd with serena latly...
- thanks to liz the word 'love' has been completly fucked....
- I'm bringing to many people down anks to all this...
- My marks are going to hell and im trying but i've been in the worst mind set
- my migrains seem to run on a scedule
- a really close friend of mine got high the other day... that was a big shot... please don't dp it again... don't turn into those you hated...
- I have to go to a counciler now
- I also have to see a family theripist
- i've been falling away from those i thought to be friends...
- and thanks to me being depressed i have been yelled at for low self-esteem and im just pushing those whom i care about away... i just want to apologize to everyone for being how i am... please don't leave me... you kno who you are...
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