rhinestone cowboy
What to say...nothing much is new. Dan is a celebrity to the grade haha, I guess thats good for him. Everyday I find a new reason to hate Mr. Garabell, and I have never genuinely hated a teacher before untill this asshole. Honestly, a lollipop? I'm suprised I didn't get drug tested for falling down in the hallway in front of him. Guy needs to chill out.
I don't hang out with alot of people because I don't have my phone anymore so no one can get in touch. I get by. Shop Rite sucks, way too many hours and way to late. My back hurts from hunching over the keyboard, which is too low for someone my size. It's not a great job, but I fit in with alot of the people there and I have my fun.
I could use a break from my family, every single night. I could use a break from work, a break from a school and a big break from the same shit that goes on every single day. I get bored easily, and I haven't been as bored and restless as I am right in awhile. I feel like I'm slipping back to my old state of mind, where everyone was secretly and enemy and my true friends were few and far between. That's probably my own fault, as I pretty much stopped talking to people about things that go on in my life and my feelings and such. Thats not necessarily bad, especially because I pretty much bitched to anyone I could over the past year, but still its not a change that is making much stuff better for me. I feel really shy around everyone, and people I thought I knew I tend to treat like strangers. I'm afraid to say hi to people I see in and out of school, or even to send an IM to someone who hasn't talked to me first. Overall, paranoia is no way to live.
Anyways, anyone have something fun to do saturday night? It would be nice to be surprised.
I don't hang out with alot of people because I don't have my phone anymore so no one can get in touch. I get by. Shop Rite sucks, way too many hours and way to late. My back hurts from hunching over the keyboard, which is too low for someone my size. It's not a great job, but I fit in with alot of the people there and I have my fun.
I could use a break from my family, every single night. I could use a break from work, a break from a school and a big break from the same shit that goes on every single day. I get bored easily, and I haven't been as bored and restless as I am right in awhile. I feel like I'm slipping back to my old state of mind, where everyone was secretly and enemy and my true friends were few and far between. That's probably my own fault, as I pretty much stopped talking to people about things that go on in my life and my feelings and such. Thats not necessarily bad, especially because I pretty much bitched to anyone I could over the past year, but still its not a change that is making much stuff better for me. I feel really shy around everyone, and people I thought I knew I tend to treat like strangers. I'm afraid to say hi to people I see in and out of school, or even to send an IM to someone who hasn't talked to me first. Overall, paranoia is no way to live.
Anyways, anyone have something fun to do saturday night? It would be nice to be surprised.