i am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself
Don't you hate it when you're at the point with someone, and it's like deciding whether you are supposed to care or not.
Well I hate it...so I'm just going to be laid back and not take this seriously till there is a reason to.
Kat left this morning for gov. school, so did Taylor. Two weeks without my best friend and my lover (ha not really. i dont think) He's cool. I don't know what the deal is.
I made a target run, and came home with some neutrogena makeup, clear skin yay, noxema skin pads, and curling iron, brilliant brunette shampoo, and a light up mirror. Wow.
My boss hates me. He didn't give me any shifts this week. Hmm. Guess I'll have to restrict my spending then.
My entries have been completely meaningless. I guess I'm scared to put in words how i really feel.
Once you told me I was beautiful...and I spent hours in my mirror, convincing myself to believe it. And maybe I do, just a little. Now that you're gone, and you've left me with a glimmer of hope, but all alone with these fading memories.
Well I hate it...so I'm just going to be laid back and not take this seriously till there is a reason to.
Kat left this morning for gov. school, so did Taylor. Two weeks without my best friend and my lover (ha not really. i dont think) He's cool. I don't know what the deal is.
I made a target run, and came home with some neutrogena makeup, clear skin yay, noxema skin pads, and curling iron, brilliant brunette shampoo, and a light up mirror. Wow.
My boss hates me. He didn't give me any shifts this week. Hmm. Guess I'll have to restrict my spending then.
My entries have been completely meaningless. I guess I'm scared to put in words how i really feel.
Once you told me I was beautiful...and I spent hours in my mirror, convincing myself to believe it. And maybe I do, just a little. Now that you're gone, and you've left me with a glimmer of hope, but all alone with these fading memories.