Being moody.
*sigh* Boys make me dumb. Why can't I just be THAT girl for once?
I've been ignoring everybody lately. I've only really wanted to see one person. Been pretty anti-social. (Was I ever very social, anyway?) I've been feeling it coming on for a while now. Slowly beginning to get pissed of at even the presence of people around me. I've been trying to ignore it and force myself to hang out with folks, though. It's not really working that well. Maybe it's because my mind is focused on other things. Maybe I'm just a bitch. Who knows?
I'm not depressed. This entry may cause you to believe otherwise, but I'm definitely not depressed. Today has been a good day. I think now that I'm able to sleep again, things are going to get better. And maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to deal with this "friends" situation.
Tomorrow (today) I'm having lunch with Brandon, Lauren, and Piper. I'm excited about that. I'm pretty sure that it's impossible to be in a bad mood when you're with Lauren. After lunch we're going to paint Lauren's guest bedroom "mac and cheese orange." Seems like using my day off to do housework would be a bad thing, but I'm pretty excited about it for some crazy reason. Maybe this will motivate me to finally paint my damn room. I'm tired of the crazy half-primer look.
Anyway, I'm probably going to sleep now. I'm rambling and that's never good. I hope you're all having a fantastic week.
I've been ignoring everybody lately. I've only really wanted to see one person. Been pretty anti-social. (Was I ever very social, anyway?) I've been feeling it coming on for a while now. Slowly beginning to get pissed of at even the presence of people around me. I've been trying to ignore it and force myself to hang out with folks, though. It's not really working that well. Maybe it's because my mind is focused on other things. Maybe I'm just a bitch. Who knows?
I'm not depressed. This entry may cause you to believe otherwise, but I'm definitely not depressed. Today has been a good day. I think now that I'm able to sleep again, things are going to get better. And maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to deal with this "friends" situation.
Tomorrow (today) I'm having lunch with Brandon, Lauren, and Piper. I'm excited about that. I'm pretty sure that it's impossible to be in a bad mood when you're with Lauren. After lunch we're going to paint Lauren's guest bedroom "mac and cheese orange." Seems like using my day off to do housework would be a bad thing, but I'm pretty excited about it for some crazy reason. Maybe this will motivate me to finally paint my damn room. I'm tired of the crazy half-primer look.
Anyway, I'm probably going to sleep now. I'm rambling and that's never good. I hope you're all having a fantastic week.