Will try to keep this short and simple.
That fight scene was pretty much the hottest thing I have ever fucking seen on so many goddamn levels. Peter straddling Sylar and Nathan and literally NAILING HIM? BLAIUSGFIS /BRAIN EXPLODES
Nathan coming to and his inner struggling as reflected through his expressions/body language after was so delicious and heartbreaking at the same time. Peter being so desperate to keep Nathan was even more painful, as was The Scene.
I teared up just a little. But then during the commercial break I started outright crying. ._. HAD A BOX OF KLEENEX READY
KEEPING THIS SHORT but god I know from a fourth-wall perspective that Nathan is gone forever but it makes me really anxious that there's still grey area from a narrative perspective. Like, I'd kind of rather he were gone forever if he were gone forever, but... yeah.
Anyway, I am.... completely lost as to what I will be posting every Heroes day from now on. Just.... WHAT WILL I HAVE TO SAY???? I guess there's Sylar and Peter but........ GEEZ. Just. It makes me feel so retardedly empty and crushed to know that I will never have any Nathan Mondays ever again. Ever. God. ;_____;
But yeah um gonna go do other stuff now because. I keep tearing up when I think too hard about the whole thing djfaskdgslg. And. God. I'm just glad I was braced for it.
........FANFICTION TIEM RIGHT OH GOD
ON A LIGHTER NOTE I totally got some amazing pointers in this episode for how to handle Sylar in certain
damned situations aisufhaksfhsahahahaaaaaaaa