Jan 08, 2004 12:15
How long has it been since i updated!? Ok so here is the deal. I have a Xanga journal now so i have just been using that. Its sad, almost like Im cheating! But I dont really take the Xanga thing too seriously, I will still out the important stuff in here. First off.... I went home over christmas and it was great! I hung out with a lot of different people and got to patch things up with a few old friends! Me and Bret hung out a lot and that was great fun. I was beginning to miss him. Its cool now because even tho there are still feeling there between us, we know that it just isnt worth the trouble. So now we are just getting a better friendship between us. In the mean time i have been hangning out with Dave a lot. Hes just this random guy who is friends with Ricky and Nottley and all them. I met him in Taco bell at the beginning of the year and just htought he was really cute. We went to a basketball game Monday and then i went and hung out with a few of his friends. Hes a really cool guy. I love the fact that he doesnt need attention! He has the dark hair and light eyes. He has a little bit of country edge to him, and for some reason i think its adorable. I wish i coudl tell what he was feeling, because im NEVER good at telling whether or not someone is into me. Last night i was suppose to meet him at church. But while i was there Kayla sent me a text message and i had to leave real quick. So about 10 min after i left he called to make sure everything was ok. So while this is going on, i have been dealing with the conversations i have had with Nick. He is driving me insane because he is CONSTANTLEY trying to get me to go over there so that he can give me the excuses. I guess he doesnt realize that i can see through what he has to say. Psycho dude! Well anyways after the game he came up to me in the Fitness Center and asked "Hey, that dude you were with last night... is he a boyfriend?" and i smiled and said "Is that your business?" I just dont understand stupid boys! Ok so im done for now. More Later.... maybe!