Lots of stuff
OK... so Wed night after church we had this little COOKIE fest thing at the apt! It was a lot of fun and there are so many people here that i forgot about how much fun they are! Red asked me out that night and i didnt want to just turn him down.. but i need to start doing that soon because i dont ever see when they are starting to fall for me. Its weird... but anyways... Umm i have spent the last two days moving and packing and unpacking and cleaning and moving... I AM SO SORE! So tonight! We are driving to the GreenDoor... and by we i mean Joel and Caleb and me... and we are pumped to see Norma Jean... continue to drive when i start to pass this van with a trailer... on the side of the trailer there is a heart made out of norma jean stickers... keep driving and we see the drummer just driving this van. Im like HOLY COW! ITS THEM! so i get behind them and we follow them to the Green Door. I park at the back door and start walking in... you know just saying hey to people like Stretch Armstrong and Norma Jean... we talk to a few people and just keep walking by. We are the first ones there and so we sit outside this venue for a while. Soon this girl walks up named Michelle. Im talking to her like its no big deal... ya know just another random girl. Well after a while of sitting there talking to her, Horace and Casey start walking up. I go give Casey a hug and i look over and that girl is talking to horace like she knows him. So I ask... "you two know each other?" and Caseys exact words were "Of corse i know who Jake's girl is!" It was sweriously like i could breath. I dont know what i was expecting, or what i wasnt expecting... But i had spent half an hour tlaking to Jakes new girlfriend! So i am nice. and shes so cool, i cant be rude to anyone unless they deserve it. Shes really sweet and when we all started putting things together she goes "Your camp Laci? Oh wow! I have heard so many stories about you!" So im just like... hmmm i still talk to her and she is someone i could see him with. But yeah, about the time i get to this idea Horace brings her the phone and goes "its Jake" they talk and talk and i can hear a little of their conversation but i wasnt wanting to hear anyhting... i did hear something LOUD and Clear... and that was "Ok, drive carefully, have fun, I love you.... bye" His exact words last summer were " This is so weird, its like i want to tell ou that I love you... but its so soon. I have only known you a month... and i never say those words unless i mean them completely" It was like someone punched me in the stomache! I dont get this at all! but anyways... so i continue to an AWESOME show and it totally rocked my world ! Joel... he basically just told me... "I wont cal lyou, just call me whenever you are ready to talk." I DID NOT BLOW HIM OFF! i just had my WF friends, my FSD friends, my OKC friends... in one place at one time! I couldnt ignore these people i havent seen in like a year! I dont know, I think i am finally starting to see the difference in each other. Like today it was as if he was talking down to me because i pay so much to go to school "its a waste" is what he said. It isnt a waste! i dont know... bed... night