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Yea so what is up? FUCK SHIT DAMN IT! That is what is up....
I wish I could be healthy too. Everyone wishes they were top notch healthy, but sometimes life is just SHIT. It is SHIT SHIT SHIT!
Today My cheast has fucked with me, not just today but it has for the last 3-5 days. *sigh* My heart feels like it is going to give out now. Damn hear Disease(s). DAMN DAMN DAMN!
u.u On top of everything else.. my dad has been an ASSHOLE lately. Not to just me but to my lil sis, Kirsten, too...
Everything has been shity. I am having moods... *shrugs*
Oh welll ife will go on for alteast another day or more.
>.<
I am weird. So? I hate me! No reasons to. Yes tons. Doubtful. Not really. Yes really. Well I hate me. So I hate you too. Yea I know I hate me so therefore you hate me too... Yes I hate you Tim. I hate you too Raven. So I hate myself? Indeed you do...... DAMN.
^_^ Weird as hell... I know.
Well here is three songs that relate to me right now I guess.
~So COLD~
Crowded streets all cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes seperate
As they run
You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Starved men die
[Chorus]
Show me how we end this alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfy an empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try
If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry
You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time
[Chorus x2]
It's alright [x9]
~FireFly~
You're my friend
You're not like them
but I caught your lie
and you know I did
Now I'm lost in you
like I always do
And I'm dying to win
'cause I'm born to lose
[Chorus:]
Firefly
could you shut your lie
Now I know your ways
'cause they're just like mine
Now I"m justified
as I fall in line
and it's hard to try
when they're open wide
Take my hand
Peal me up and then
we'll come back again
to a different when
Now I like this way
you can't go away
If you catch the name
you could not replace
[chorus]
Bring me your enemies
Lay them before me
And walk away
[chorus]
Fuck you firefly
Have you lost your light
Now I hate your ways
'cause they're just like mine
So you lost my friend
such a sorry end
Now I don't know why
so I joke and smile
~Shallow Bay~
come on
the sun will rise
another time
the colors blind
your virgin eyes
I'm so inclined
to make you mine
you're out of line
and out of time
[chorus]
and I float upon a shallow bay
lift me up until the ground gives way
I'm a California castaway
I don't think you wanna fuck with me
don't over kill
this painless thrill
it's bitter still
your pretty pill
you wait until
you've had your fill
I know you will
I know you will
[chorus]
a shallow bay
a shallow bay
[chorus x 2]
you live, you learn
you live, you learn
you live, you learn
you live