The alcohol experiment
so I haven't had a proper drink in ages.
part of this is because I can't stand putting stuff in my body without wanting to get the substance out 5 minutes later and panicking about it. Also because when I've had alcohol in the past I generally feel shit no matter how little I've drunk.
So I had all of 3 or 4 small mouthfuls of white wine this evening after dinner and I honestly think I have an intolerance to alcohol. I became flushed/waaay too hot and rosy cheeked within minutes and feel a bit funny and now I have a headache and my stomach hurts/feels very comfortable..... from 4 mouthfuls of wine!!!! SMALL MOUTHFULS!!!!
I think this is me officially giving up forever. This is the second or third time I've tried this little experiment and it always ends like this. God know what would happen if I drank more. Probably feel like my head and insides were dying. Something I will not be trying.
Plus look at how much money I save and how much weight I won't put on because of it. Kinda sucks I can't just have it with a meal though >_< oh well. At least I've tried it. Back to water and fruit juice.