Jan 01, 2021 22:45
I think I made all my other entries private. The vast majority of those entries are pretty mundane. They go all the way back to 2001(?). Or maybe I didn't, Who the hell knows? I will figure it out later.
I was last on here in 2018. Before that 2014 etc. etc. The Hiatuses grow longer. The people I used to know are long gone. They were never truly friends. I miss them though.
So Here I am again. Mulling over past entries, snapshots into my sentiment of the past. It is funny, in a way.
Some things seemed so damn serious now have a different perspective. It's 2021 y'all. Another year, 2020 was a bust. A disease, a virus has spread (from the Mulan province in what some folks call China) around the world.
A PANDEMIC. It would have seemed the stuff of science fiction not that long ago.
We first heard of it in March 2020. Even now, the debate rages and the fingers point at to who or what is responsible and culpable.
A pandemic of the 21st century. Long predicted, feared, anticipated and prophesied. Yet.....when it mattered most, ignored until it was too late.
So many people have died from it. So many. Yet, It has barely made a dent in the world population. There is still positive growth.
They also claim to have made a vaccine for it. Well, technically, it was ready in Oct 2020. However, I suspect bitterness prevented it's accolades at that time. The incumbent U.S.A. president of the last four years might have claimed it for his own.
Or maybe not, I know not.
So far, my family has been blessed and untouched more or less. God has been kind.
The future is uncertain, but it has a brightness to it.
Who am I?
A man who hid his face in delusions and illusions for to long.
All that matters is family.
I also have ADD and struggle with focus.
survival,
god,
covid-19,
2021