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well...I almost forgot I had this thing and I dont know why I decided to check it. So here I am after midnight trying to recap on the past 3 years or so. Wow what a trip. I have learned so much about myself especially, my friends, and my family. I guess this comes along with being a psych major. There will be some things I will never understand. But, I feel like I am really starting to get in touch with myself. There are some parts of me that will be constantly changing and even more that will never change. Funny to think about. The most important things in life are to find yourself and love yourself. Both ridiculously hard to do. I figure now is a better time than any to find myself. Where did I lose myself? I want to eventually get into a new serious relationship but not for awhile. I need time. Time to heal the open wounds and seal the past so I can move forward. Its funny looking back reading old journal entries and e-mails. It's so weird reading through entries and realizing that you were constantly changing the whole time on this journey to the present. How are we expected to act stable when the world around us is changing rapidly? hmm