insomnia
Can't sleep. Tried to listen to the Tibetian Monks cd that Larry gave me to relax, but stupid thoughts keep going through my head. Not bad thoughts, per se, but questions I can't find the answers to now.
Dozed off for a little bit and had a quick dream about when I went up to the top of Mt. Helix to watch a lightning storm last September. Don't know what that means (?).
First day I've had to myself in a while. Between make-up, writing, and my day job, I have been so very busy. It's exciting--I am doing the things I have wanted to do all my life, but I find myself so wound up and over-tired at night that sometimes I can't sleep.
So crazy that today is June 1st. This year has flown by. So much has changed in a year. Possibly more change from one year to another than any other year of my life.
Still having the urge to jump in my car and take an impromptu road trip. Right now if gas wasn't robbing me blind and I didn't have to work tomorrow morning I'd drive to this parking lot overlooking the beach in Santa Monica where I used to sit and think. Somehow it cleared my head.
Do you ever have thoughts going through your head so fast, you can't even identify them, they just sound like a quick humming?
Dozed off for a little bit and had a quick dream about when I went up to the top of Mt. Helix to watch a lightning storm last September. Don't know what that means (?).
First day I've had to myself in a while. Between make-up, writing, and my day job, I have been so very busy. It's exciting--I am doing the things I have wanted to do all my life, but I find myself so wound up and over-tired at night that sometimes I can't sleep.
So crazy that today is June 1st. This year has flown by. So much has changed in a year. Possibly more change from one year to another than any other year of my life.
Still having the urge to jump in my car and take an impromptu road trip. Right now if gas wasn't robbing me blind and I didn't have to work tomorrow morning I'd drive to this parking lot overlooking the beach in Santa Monica where I used to sit and think. Somehow it cleared my head.
Do you ever have thoughts going through your head so fast, you can't even identify them, they just sound like a quick humming?