POODIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Today was the first day back at school for Floyd - oh sorry, Georgia Highlands College - and it sucked. I was twenty minutes late to my first class and had to sit in the very front because all the good seats were taken. It was so embarrassing. I hate being late. But, for Julie's sake, I set a new record this morning...from Kroger to Georgia Highlands in 9 minutes...but parking was a problem. I was sitting there listening to the professor droning on and on and I wanted to laugh so bad. Then I had to sit in the stupid lobby for an hour and five minutes all alone with nothing to do. I have never in my life missed Rachael as much as I did today. I wanted my poodit so bad. When I was sitting there in the lobby all alone I started tearing up because I realized it will never be like last year. I know I whined a lot during the last school year about how senior year sucked and all, but truth be told - I miss it so much. I miss band, I miss Spanish (I don't know why), I miss lunch with Scott and Chad, I miss LACFAP, I miss the lack of order and authority, and most of all I miss my POODIT DAYS. I'm so depressed now. I don't have anybody I graduated with in any of my classes...I have Nikki and Nicole (and I think stef is in one of my classes). But it's not the same ya know... I don't wanna be busting all up in their clique/click (I don't know). Not that they're a clique/click, or exclude me or anything. I don't know what I mean..just disregard that whole section. Maybe I'll get used to this whole independent thing....I'm not dependent or anything, just more like codependent...I can do anything as long as my poodit is with me. (it sounds like I'm talking religion).
Anyways My aunt is getting better I think. I'm glad.