I can't find the point anymore
I feel dead inside and broken. I don't know how to be happy anymore. Sometimes david makes me happy to be with him. And sometimes being around him in a bad mood can tear me down. Going to live shows used to make me happy but I don't want to go to barn jam if the fire crew hates me. I wish I could be strong enough to get the stresses and depressions out of my life. I hate my life. What's the point anymore? I've hit a wall.
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