I can't stand the rain against my window

[laceyl]

Okay, so it didn't actually rain today but it sure was cold (although I hear it was 38 in Seattle today. Ha). I'm so weird. I didn't want to move to LA because in part, I didn't want to live w/constant sunshine and now I can't wait for it to hurry up and glow already. I think I'm going to be just a little unhappy no matter what happens right now so I need to buck up and go with the flow. Which I'm trying to do.

Alias was rather disappointing. I probably won't watch much of it. Now I don't have any shows to watch (except for on DVD, of course). Good thing I have two Netflix accounts right now. Although I guess I should be going out and exploring LA right now. For some reason, I'd rather just stay on the couch in my jammies and veg out. Avoidance much?

But I must remember why I'm here. I want to do what I love and to do that, I have to be here. For now. So learn to enjoy it, find the great little spots and a good place to live and then work like hell to do what I love. It will probably be a lot of fun once I stop moping. After all, there are some great bands, clubs and restaurants here, from what I'm told.

Talking to yourself is kinda strange. Giving yourself public pep talks over LJ is just sad.