Where's the old Lacey?
Sometimes I wonder if I'm over the top. It's weird b/c I went from being a normal person (drinking occasionally, making out with random guys (RARELY but it happened on maybe 3 occasions), going out, getting excited about going out, etc) to being a nutcase goody goody. I never touch alcohol, and if I do it's like a sip or a glass of champagne on Thanksgiving. I ALWAYS have a boyfriend, and even with him, I'm not a sexual person really. I used to be a horn dog or something, and now I am like the least sexual person in the world. I guess what they say about sex and marriages is true! I thought I would be the LAST person to be like that. Ugh. Ok, I NEVER dress up. Ever. There's nothing to dress up for. I don't go out. I bore myself to tears. But what the crap am I looking for anyway? The truth is I don't like getting drunk, I have too much respect for myself to act slutty, and I don't like bars and such anyway because they are always so smoky and I can't stand that. So what else is there? Anyone? Anyone? Beuler?