i feel in love with a girl in wrangler's

[laceyf]

So this is what love really feel's like. I have thought I have been in love with a couple of the girl's i have dated in the past and I thought I was in love with Adam. And I so might have been. But it's just a different type of love then what i have had and what I want to keep. These feeling i have been experiencing these last couple months are completely new to me. It’s pretty exciting, I have a bit of a commitment phobia but not once have I freaked out yet about being just with her, not once when I think about spending the rest of my life just with her does it scare me. It’s pretty cool. Like I said in a lame ass love song I wrote. "I never thought I would fall in love with a girl like you". She isn’t at all the kind of person I expected my self to be with. I thought I would be dating a girl with tattoo’s and stretched ears a bit of a art's student.. That’s the picture I had in my head that I would be marrying, but she is more then I could even imagine. she is caring. Loving. Sweet. Wild. Spontaneous. And opened minded to new experience. Way more then anything I could ever expected out of a girl friend. And if she is the real meal deal and I do end up married to her. I am going to be the luckiest girl ever. Cuz wow. Anyone who ends up being with Sonya is just so freaking lucky. She is just that great…
Ok so enough of this. Babel about being in love crap… it’s just feel’s great to wake up next to someone in the morning that you really truly respect and love.. It’s just cool…oh ya for anyone who doesn’t know.. I am moving in with her right after finals are done.. we are going to live in ridgedale till the end of harvest then are taking off to Europe, as the plan is now we are starting off in Ireland, then travelling around for about 6 months, it should be a lot of fun… but I should go to bed.. Seeing that I have to be at work in just over 6 hours. Then write a midterm tomorrow.. yay.. I hate my job.