May 29, 2006 12:45
After doing the cleanse, I decided to not go back to eating meat. I haven't eaten meat since April 9th, and on that day I think I only had a little salmon. No meat for me also includes no fish. Prior to the cleanse, I was only eating meat every few days, and had cut out red meat awhile ago. So far the whole vegetarian thing has been going well. I also don't eat much dairy because I am allergic. Occasionally I'll have a little cheese on a sandwich or there will be a little milk in a protein bar. I suppose there is also egg in baked goods that I sometimes consume. I would go completely vegan, but I think it'd be too difficult and expensive. I've been getting protein through soy milk, protein bars, tofu, and nuts. I try not to overdo it on the soy. I also am taking B12, Iron, and I eat flax seed for the omega-3. I'm going to see how long I can keep this no meat thing going.
I had an interview with a modeling agency in Costa Mesa on Friday. All I did was go in and they took my measurements and had me walk and asked me a couple questions. I think it took 5 minutes max. On their web site it says that they want all types of models, not just the "5'11" size 2 models". So, I may not be what they want at this time (not that I'm a size 2, but I would fall under the runway model category). She said she's doing call backs early this week. I'm going to check out other agencies that are closer to me. Everyone's been telling me to go to Ford, so that's my next stop. Now that I know what to expect with these modeling "interviews" I think I will be more comfortable just walking into places. I've decided to cut back running and cut back on what I eat and how much so that I'm not too muscular. Muscles also add on weight. I will still exercise, just not excessively like I was (6 days/wk). I need to maybe go on a stricter diet also. I've never been one of those people that does diets because I've never really needed to, but it may be necessary at least for now if I'm really serious about breaking into modeling.
I haven't gone on a date since January. I've hung out with selected guy friends since then and gone out (rarely) with them, but I don't consider that dating. My date in January was with this guy that I met when I was out doing errands one day and it was just dinner and nothing more. I wasn't interested so it didn't go beyond that. I took a break from the whole boy thing (trust me, it's been a LONG time since I've gotten any action- even just kissing). Now that I don't have the stress and workload of school on my shoulders, I'm ready to get back into going out and socializing and dating again. I'm going to have a lot more free time this summer and I definitely want to use some of it to test the waters again. I wont jump into anything because I do want a relationship again, and this time with someone that I want to be with and is worthy. Anyone know of any cute asian guys that are at least 5'8"? Refer back to the APL for help, haha, jk.