Don't pick at my fingernails...
Well it's like 1:12 a.m. and my sis and angelique (my new sister) are still up. They are talking about the chinchilla and just about everything else. We just finished watching the sisterhood of the traveling pants...that movie is pretty good. The first time I saw it I didnt really like it but it isnt too bad.
Normally I have a reason to update this stupid thing and this time like normal I have a reason...I have a really great boyfriend. Like he is sweet and cute, but something isn't right. This weekend everything he does seems to irritate me. Friday night we were suppose to go out...we didnt. We stayed home. My sister brought her annoying friends over and josh and i watched movies with them...I was not happy. Then today my sister ang and I rang bells at walmart. It was fun hanging out with them. Then josh came over at like 2:45 and then josh and i had to ring bells at walmart again at 5. I hate ringing bells...just so you all know that...he kept bothering me. I would be in my own world and he would just keep talking like he always does and bring me out of it. Then he would talk like he knew everything and that drives me crazy and i would get cranky. Then when we were taking him home we were holding hands...sounds ok...then he started to caress my hands...even better...then he feels my fingernails and starts picking at my nail polish...thats annoying. I dont know why it bothers me so much but it does. If i am going to take the time to paint my nails then i should be the only one that gets to peel it off. NOT HIM!! Its just the little things that piss me off. Another thing is that he cannot tell time...Friday he said he would be over at 4...5 he finally shows up at my house. Then there is this feeling that I get when he tells me a story, its like he is lying or something. Something isnt right in our relationship and I dont know how to tell him. Sometimes I feel like everything is perfect and others I feel as though its all wrong. I really need to talk to him but i dont know how to tell him without hurting him. You know sometimes i feel as thoguht I cant be myself around him. why is that?
Normally I have a reason to update this stupid thing and this time like normal I have a reason...I have a really great boyfriend. Like he is sweet and cute, but something isn't right. This weekend everything he does seems to irritate me. Friday night we were suppose to go out...we didnt. We stayed home. My sister brought her annoying friends over and josh and i watched movies with them...I was not happy. Then today my sister ang and I rang bells at walmart. It was fun hanging out with them. Then josh came over at like 2:45 and then josh and i had to ring bells at walmart again at 5. I hate ringing bells...just so you all know that...he kept bothering me. I would be in my own world and he would just keep talking like he always does and bring me out of it. Then he would talk like he knew everything and that drives me crazy and i would get cranky. Then when we were taking him home we were holding hands...sounds ok...then he started to caress my hands...even better...then he feels my fingernails and starts picking at my nail polish...thats annoying. I dont know why it bothers me so much but it does. If i am going to take the time to paint my nails then i should be the only one that gets to peel it off. NOT HIM!! Its just the little things that piss me off. Another thing is that he cannot tell time...Friday he said he would be over at 4...5 he finally shows up at my house. Then there is this feeling that I get when he tells me a story, its like he is lying or something. Something isnt right in our relationship and I dont know how to tell him. Sometimes I feel like everything is perfect and others I feel as though its all wrong. I really need to talk to him but i dont know how to tell him without hurting him. You know sometimes i feel as thoguht I cant be myself around him. why is that?