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Lately, things have been odd. I may not seem like I'd be the type of person to think a lot. But I do. I feel as though some people feed off of making others feel like shit. And I absolutely hate when people act differently around others. That's been bothering me lately. Yeah, it's cool to be a complete asshole around others to try to be like them. Or to ignore someone when cooler people are around. I'm sick of these people. It's really not hard to treat someone sincerely. And lately, I think that people have been having problems with that?
I also like when people feel the need to be atheist because, 'how could there be a God when there's so much pain in the world' or 'i'm never happy, he's never helped me.' That makes me laugh. Has no one ever seen A Walk To Remember? "without suffering, there'd be no compassion." I think evidence is everywhere. Is it really possible for something as detailed as the human body, with all the organs, body systems, veins, emotions, and everything that goes along with it to be an accident? Or something like gravity. Or how the earth goes around the sun at exactly the right distance for life to exist? Could that possibly be a coincidence? I mean, I'm a terrible Christian. But I love God. I like having fun. And I do just that. Maybe that makes me a hypocrite? I don't know. But I'm having fun, I love life, and I know where I'm headed in life [and after.]
Speaking of which, I cannot wait to graduate. I'm ready to begin a new chapter of my life. I'm sick of this one. Jack's getting a car, which means we get our life back. [: haha, because I have one, but I'm not allowed to drive people anymore.