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summer is really not the most exciting thing right now. friday we had a suicide party with forks and toasters. it was suposed to be during school but we could never do it. it was fun though we played stupid ninja game, burned school like objects, and played FLT. me and lindsey literally looked for people for like 837434384734 hours and could never find anyone so we gave up haha. yesterday [monday] we went bowling. i hate waking up in the mornings for drivers ed it's so boring. and i've been depressed lately and one of the reasons is because one of my best friends [who's name will not be mentioned] totally blew me and whitney off. never talks to us anymore. and it makes me want to cry because it's just like all of a sudden we're not good enough. everytime we think about it we get incredibly sad. whatever. yeah so, life sucks what else is knew? whitneys birthday = saturday heckk yesssss. i miss phil a lot. a lot a lot a lot. i barely get to talk to him. how am i going to make it through a month with that and the loss of one of my best friends. SUCKSS MAJOR. and the worst part is, this person.. doesn't even care. like seriously, could care less how me and whitney feel. and i feel really bad for her cause i think she was attached. ok i like to vent but now i'll shutup cause no one cares about complaining. and if you took time to read this you'reeeee coool and i'll pretty much be your best friend. k thanks.