Today at around 3 or 3:30 pm my Bunny of Joy passed. Another infection set in, and he went swiftly downhill and into cardiac arrest. I am utterly bereft and stunned and torn to pieces. This wasn't supposed to happen. He was supposed to get better. He *was* getting better. But. And then.
So I am completely lost, and I feel like I am going to die. I presume, based on previous experience, that I won't actually die. But it sure as hell feels like it.
What else can I say? I am completely, utterly torn to shreds. I am nothing. Nothing, nothing.
Goodbye my beautiful baby boy. I miss you more than words can say.